Passion is something I seem to deal with intermittently because I’m really not sure what that means. There are things I get involved in that I love but it’s almost like a drug to me. I get involved in a tv show and then immerse myself in it so much so that I eat, sleep and breathe it for the time it is on. I can’t go an hour without thinking about it and want to know more and am frustrated when I can’t find enough on it but then it’s over and I go into withdrawals till it’s on again only the second season is never as good as the first.
I love music, but individual songs, I love architecture but when I see a house plan I want to change it, I love interior design and yet can’t think of how to fix the mess that is my lounge/dining room (I can’t see it in my head). I envisage things but are they truly what I’m passionate about?
I love writing, blogs, articles and even romance but I am finding that my romance stories are few and far between lately. I seem to have lost my ability to write. They say you have to “sit your arse down and just write – write about nothing but get yourself over the hurdle” so I turned on my computer and for the last two hours I’ve surfed the net and haven’t even bothered to turn to my stories. I am distracting myself. I need to focus. I have so many unfinished stories that I should be looking at and finishing but I seem to procrastinate ALL THE TIME. What is wrong with me? This was my passion for so many years but I seem to have lost the ability to write and it is sooooo frustrating. I’ve done a course in writing, I’m looking at myself with the Law of Attraction in an attempt to find some course of action I need to take to improve myself and yet here I am waffling on about it and NOT DOING IT!
Don’t let yourself get discouraged.. I keep telling myself and then I go and have a cup of tea. I’m better than this and I will make a difference – just not today. Gotta get up, have breakfast and meet my mother and sister for lunch. Oh well I might turn the computer on again this afternoon and start all over again.
Have a great day!!!