Where am I today?

I’ve been sitting in my kitchen going through my computer. I joined FACEBOOK again only to join a TV Channel so I could blast them for taking of a tv show hours before it was aired. I then go a load of people commenting on my page who I really didnt want to hear from. No I’m not going to mark them off my page but I’m also not going on Facebook to talk to people. I can do that face to face.

I don’t like the internet to meet people or to discuss problems with others who have been in the same boat.

I write on this blog because I can get my frustrations out of myself and they go out into the world and out of my head. This makes me feel better than even writing in a journal.

I can say anything, do anything and I feel better for it on this blog. I feel good.

I’m in a little quiet place right now and yes I think of him occasionally but not as much as I should after 22 years. He’s not worth the effort. I trusted him and he became a liar and a cheat. I definitely won’t make any mistakes like that again.

I look at other men about my age and think of them as old. In fact younger men seem old now so I guess I won’t be looking for “love in all the right places”. I’ll just keep going the way I am – work it out slowly and make sure I become a better person even though I was pretty nice to begin with.

I’m not going to put myself down any more or let anyone else do that. I’ve done it for too long and wasted alot of time.

I need to know that I’m good enough and accept me. How hard can it be? Well I’m 50 and I still can’t get it right so I guess I’ll curl up with a good book or a good movie and just enjoy the life I have left and trust me I’m going to have fun.

Kris

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I am having the best time of my life. I'm 50 plus, divorced, two grown children and just the opportunity to have a life after so many years of scrimping and saving is well worth the time it took to get here. I have a fantastic family with great family values and spending time alone is certainly something I enjoy which a lot of people find difficult to handle. I was born and raised in Melbourne, Victoria, Australia and cannot imagine living anywhere else. Strangely I don't like to travel and have no plans to do that in the future - I say strangely because so many people can't understand this, wanting to travel and experience other cultures - not on my agenda. I love to write and writing romance keeps me from going completely mad. I have found a job that I absolutely love and there are times it affords me time to type out my stories since I write all my stories by hand - I'm never without a pen or book. My motto is ... "People may forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel" I've had many people who I can't even remember their names tell me that I made them feel good and for that I am truly grateful. I have become an avid reader of Rhonda Byrne's 'THE SECRET', "THE POWER" & now 'THE MAGIC". Whether you believe or think it's a load of @#$!@ - I do know that it works for me and my life and I am all the better for it. The Law of Attraction is something very close to my heart and I can honestly say with certainty that it works for me. I am truly grateful for the life I have been given and continue to enjoy. You can't go wrong when you just learn to say "thank you".
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